If only...

If only u understand why i do the things i do,
if only u understand the way i feel,
if only u understand my love is for real,
if only u know dat im right here..

u don't understand why i assume things,
things of such dat hurts u most,
u don't undertstand why i do dat don't u?
u don't understand why i love u..
u alwaz feel im out to hurt u,
feel dat its alwaz abt me..
feel dat ur feelings are being ignored and unrecognised,
feel dat im selfish and am a jerk to be..

i admit i was wrong,
to think of such events was really unneccessarry,
unneccessary pain and heart injury,
shld i even feel dis way after so long?
shld i just put the past behind and just sing a song?
its not ez for me baby..
its not ez being wad i tried to be..

My sis says people got life,
and dat i shld get one too,
i replied to her yes i have one,
and dat my life is u...

It's hard depending emotionally on u baby,
it's hard when at times i cldnt get u..
i shall stop assuming tings like wad u want me to do,
but i shan't stop loving u...

till next time Shahid bids this page adeu...